balihara| बलिहार
balihar (Devanagari: बलिहार; ISO15919: balihara) is a deeply expressive word, particularly prominent in devotional poetry, that conveys two highly contrasting meanings: ultimate surrender and deep sarcasm.
1. Primary Meaning: Devotional Sacrifice (Ultimate Surrender)
This is the original and most profound meaning of the word.
- Core Definition: To be so grateful or devoted to someone that you would be willing to sacrifice oneself for their well-being or honor.
- The Concept: It is a hyperbolic expression of ultimate, loving surrender. The sadhak is expressing that the object of their love is worthy of their entire being.
- Example in Devotion: A devotee saying, "I am balihar to my Guru/God" (often phrased as balihārī jāūm̐) is declaring supreme reverence, dedication, and surrender.
2. Secondary Meaning: Sarcasm and Astonishment (Taunting Use)
This meaning uses the concept of a "total sacrifice" in a satirical way to express disbelief or pity for a poor decision.
- Core Definition: Colloquially or sarcastically, it is used to suggest an action was "pretty foolish" or completely wasted, lamenting someone's profound ignorance or misdirection.
- Sarcastic Example: "Gita teaches to lovingly remember God and perform your duties. On the contrary, you perform your duty towards God and lovingly remember the worldly matters. I am balihar on your ignorance."
- (Interpretation: I am so utterly astonished/disappointed by your foolish priorities that I sacrifice myself to express the depth of this error.)
Further Reading
REFERENCE
Prema Rasa Madira - The Intoxicating Bliss of Divine Love, Vol. 2, Ch.12